Is “ in? ”
“ is in. ”
I look, a stranger sends me this. “ who are you excuse me? ”“ I ah, was in the past you. I what ”“ goes? ”“ is. I do not believe ” , how does meeting somebody pretend to be me in the past? But I am very curious still, you say “ I you were in the past, it is what kind of that then I go? “ goes your courage is not small, brave, working always is hesitant ……” this, I what still resemble the past really, also resemble me present a bit.
Do you still write down “ so that you enter the first time exam that junior high school attends? ”“ is written down. ” that day you vow solemnly, confidence is full, did not realize the dreariness that takes an exam this, still feel oneself are pretty good. After taking an exam that, you just know your achievement is to have much difference. ” is, I of original self-confidence, wherefrom second become later no longer self-confident, become recreant timid and weak-willed, be call-overed by the teacher repeatedly, nervous.
Remember once, fill the class returns the home to cannot find classroom jotter, it I do not know urgently how to run ability is good that I do not know urgently how to run ability, turned over satchel over and over, the book inside should be broken up to rot it seems that, still cannot find. Mom saw say: “ perhaps is to fall in the classroom that make up a missed lesson, you ask a teacher. ” I hearten delivered disappear composition news to the teacher, but she did not answer me, I am nervous night, become aware it is good to did not sleep. The following day early in the morning, still did not receive teacher information, I all the time waveringly otherwise should call a teacher, in the pace that will be answered back and forth in the room. at this moment, ” of toot of “ toot toot, the mobile phone rang, the teacher tells me the notebook is in the classroom, the heart that I am hanging just is put, frisk ceaseless.
Is “ still in? Hello, feed ……”“ to be in, those who be in. ” this word brings back me reality again, are you thinking “ what? I just discover ”“ , I in the past always worry such, afraid in that way. I still remember ”“ once, the teacher calls you to go to the office, of unidentified truth you, arrived at the door the office dare not go in, still be the teacher comes out to call you, you just go in. Do what thing of be in a state of anxiety, you feel so good ……” is done not have wait for me to reply, she with respect to hang up phone, quiet room, leave my person to be immersed in only think.
Perhaps, I should be changed really, not so recreant, also do not want so be afraid of getting into trouble, more not so nervous, although my present comparing is a few better before, but still should make oneself more optimistic, a bit braver. Perhaps change, I may have different life. (public date: The home that mango writes a composition)