What what I go after is a bundle bright and the light of dazzling, and what what he goes after is a more ablaze arena.
我所追求的是一束明亮而刺眼的光，而他所追求的是一个更闪亮的舞台。
-- preface
——题记
Life is alive total meeting encounters mixed person, and our encountering is a kind of lot probably. To " God " 2 words, I am fancy at the beginning, what is I do not know God after all, the age of from a child just is a graph to God 3 minutes of heat. I also am such, until encounter him, I gradually fade came loose the significance that that from a child also understood God gradually
人生在世总会遇见形形色色的人，而我们的相遇或许就是一种缘分。对于“偶像”二字，我一开始是新奇的，我不懂偶像到底是什么，自幼的年纪对偶像只不过是图个三分钟热度。我也是如此，直到遇见他，我渐渐的褪散了那份自幼也渐渐明白了偶像的意义
I most initial understanding he is to be in a put together about the performance art in, right at that time his impression is not very deep, when coming on the stage till him, conquered with that masterly acting I. I remembered his name. To later I often see he appears in each greatly in put together art. I began to have stronger interest to him, online search concerns all his materials. Discovering him is one has very much the love beans of energy, he has a piece to let a person fall into enemy hands
我最开始的认识他是在一个关于表演的综艺里，当时对他的印象不是很深刻，直到他出场时用那精湛的演技征服了我。我记住了他的名字。到后来我常常看到他出现在各大综艺里。我开始对他有了更浓厚的兴趣，上网搜索有关他的一切资料。发现他是一个很有正能量的爱豆，他有一张让人一眼便沦陷的
First love face and the organ that one antrum soundses of nature.
初恋脸和一腔天籁的嗓音。
Last year straddle year of stage, I see his figure clearly, my mood is happy at that time to cannot describe, be without a relation with oneself obviously, but also feel pride and proud. After that he accompanied me, acquire junior high school as a child, at the moment I just discover I seemed to have belong to oneself unique light.
去年的跨年舞台，我清楚的看到他的身影，当时我的心情开心到无法描述，明明跟自己毫无关系，但也深感骄傲与自豪。自那后他便伴随了我，从小学到初中，此时此刻我才发现我好像拥有了属于自己独一无二的光。
In him light is bright beautiful also gave a lot of unbeknown effort rear, when having probably, I noticed his flashy one side only, overlook the backside that flashs in these is gnash one's teeth to hold to however, it is countless loud cries, it is the tear that hold back stays in, be be hit by sweat wet clothes.
在他光鲜亮丽的背后也付出了许多不为人知的努力，或许有的时候我只注意到了他闪光的一面，却没注意到在这些闪光的背后是咬牙的坚持，是无数的呐喊，是憋住的泪水，是被汗水打湿的衣裳。
It is of course when he is the flashiest, also can be atttacked by the evil language with indescribable outside, although I can stand to protect him, but final one mouth carries 10 thousand ask for a favor on the head hard still. This year achievement of his the university entrance exam is not very ideal, although I do not know final it is how many minutes, but I do not want to guess, because I know each examinee are faced with this kind of circumstance to should get comforting, is not to censure, sneer at, bespatter. From the university entrance exam the end arrives now, he never appears, I also know take an examination ofing of the university entrance exam is bungled is a pain spot with the greatest life, probably he thinks sleep deeply, but the outside is ceaseless in stamp his pain spot, when he sees these evil language are atttacked, have again in the heart how painful ah! In teen-age age, should be parents bestows favor on the little baby in the bosom, however by an invective attack.
当然在他最闪光的时候，也会受到外界莫名其妙的恶语攻击，即使我能站出来保护他，但最终一嘴还是难顶万张嘴。今年他的高考成绩不是很理想，虽然我不知道最终是多少分，但我不想去猜测，因为我知道每一位考生面临这种情况都应该得到安慰，而不是指责、嘲讽、诋毁。从高考结束到现在，他从未出现，我也知道高考考砸是人生最大的一个痛点，或许他想沉睡，可外界不停的在戳他的痛点，当他看到这些恶语攻击时，心里又有多么的痛啊！在十几岁的年纪，应该是父母宠在怀里的小宝贝，却被一句句恶言攻击。
Post of before dawn hair, I have this anguish greatly also experience, in the person that sees those mock him, I begin be fight back, to later I did not have fight back to these people, had not attended the university entrance exam after all they do not know to take an examination of the anguish that be bungled to also won't compare the heart the heart. I ever also was taken an examination of had broken a lot of important exams I also sleep deeply passes, but it is he wakes me up every time, I want to accompany him to had taken crisis.
凌晨发帖，这份痛苦我也深有体会，在看到那些嘲笑他的人，我开始是回击的，到后来我对这些人没了回击，毕竟没参加过高考的他们不知道考砸的痛苦也不会将心比心。我也曾考砸过很多重要的考试我也沉睡过，但每次都是他把我叫醒，我想陪他走过难关。
See those bespatter every time his card, I can burst into tears, hope he never sees these more.
每次看到那些诋毁他的帖子，我都会泪流满面，多希望他不曾看到这些。
He is very important to me, besides family he became me to be pulled exclusively stumble. He is exclusive a person that lets me believe blackart and fairy tale. He is very marvellous very good boy, the club arrives not to know to should use what kind of vocabulary to describe him. He is encountered in teen-age age, regard him as exclusive light, although he does not know to have an unfamiliar girl,in silent jubilation he supports him, but irrespective also, because his name is in the girl's composition,appeared countless times.
他对我来说是很重要的，除了家人他便成了我唯一的牵绊。他是唯一一个让我相信魔法和童话的人。他是一个很棒很棒的男孩，棒到不知该用什么样的词汇来形容他。在十几岁的年纪遇到他，把他当作唯一的光，即使他不知道有一个陌生的女孩在默默的喜欢他支持他，但也没关系，因为他的名字在女孩的作文中出现了无数次。
He is my God, it is my light, it is my belief, be me save atone for. 3 minutes of initial heat, to final bear in mind constantly. Consider the place that go without what, want to go to the place that he has been to only. Although very distant, but the tiptoe since the stand on tiptoe that because of him I can try hard.
他是我的偶像，是我的光，是我的信仰，是我的救赎。开始的三分钟热度，到最后的念念不忘。没有什么想去的地方，只想去他去过的地方。即使很遥远，但因为他我会努力的踮起脚尖。