Have in Buddhist buddhist language so a word: “ sees hill is hill, seeing water is water, seeing hill is not hill, seeing water is not water, see hill or hill, see water or water. ” is 3 kinds of states of life, it is appearance Shi Tiesheng is again good the sentence that does not pass.
佛教禅语中有这么一句话：“见山是山，见水是水，见山不是山，见水不是水，见山还是山，见水还是水。”是人生的三种境界，是形容史铁生再好不过的句子。
Seeing hill is hill, seeing water is water
见山是山，见水是水
There still is the drive of teenager person when Shi Tiesheng is 20 years old, the place of eye is reached is sunshine illuminate all things, however, god won't make a person so plain sailing. Just when he is successful when, his double leg loses run ability —— however his double leg broke down. He right now is unwilling crackers, be encircled to be in the ground of dimension everyday, the wild goose that “ looks at north to return group, I can strike at the book abruptly wall ” , he crouchs in his corner, see oneself faint double leg, he furious but, at the moment a darkness.
史铁生二十岁时依然有少年人的锐气，目之所及都是阳光普照，然而，上帝不会让一个人这样一帆风顺。正当他春风得意时，他的双腿却失去奔跑的能力——他的双腿瘫痪了。此时的他不甘又癫狂，每天被圈在尺寸之地，“看着北归的雁群，我会猛然把书砸向墙壁”，他蜷缩在自己的角落，看见自己无力的双腿，他又气愤又无奈，眼前一片黑暗。
Seeing hill is not hill, seeing water is not water
见山不是山，见水不是水
In maternal little the ground is caressed below, shi Tiesheng's mood gradually smooth, “ my of one mind is wanting to write a novel only, as if those things can rescue the disabled predicament. ” mother says: ” is written well then. The disease on ” physiology needs to use medical medical service, and the anguish in Shi Tiesheng heart, need time to be recuperated slowly, at this moment him, slowly raise fight the head that make with the destiny, although everything is not once upon a time, the composition although ahead still muddleheaded, but have heart of a light permeate at least.
在母亲一点点地呵护下，史铁生的情绪逐渐平稳，“我一心只想着写小说，仿佛那些东西能把残疾人救出困境。”母亲说：”那就好好写吧。”生理上的病需用药医，而史铁生心中的痛苦，则需要时间慢慢调理，这时的他，正缓缓抬起同命运抗挣的头颅，虽然一切并非从前，作文虽然前方依然混沌，但至少有一缕光线透入心间。
See hill or hill, see water or water
见山还是山，见水还是水
Years lightly, good luck gets a person. Give birth to a mood when history iron gradually when be pacified, mother however break down from constant overwork, left him forever, leave the world. Be Ied hope, shi Tiesheng already sank no longer weak at pain in, just wrote down sadness of a ” lightly to also be become enjoy ” , a word has how many longing to be inside! Be like “ to only at that time is the mental state with common general ” , be not no longer world of all previous classics a variety of anguish, however detection such or in that way affliction. Although hill is hill as before, water is water as before, but differ because of mood, feels thing is different also.
岁月翩跹，造化弄人。当史铁生情绪渐渐平复时，母亲却积劳成疾，永远地离开了他，撒手人寰。所幸，史铁生已不再沉弱于伤痛之中，只是淡淡地写下了一句”悲伤也成为了享受”，一句话有多少思念在里面！好像“当时只道是寻常”一般的心境，并非不再历经人间种种痛苦，而是看穿了这样或那样的苦难。虽然山依旧是山，水依旧是水，但因为心境不同，所感知的事物也就不同。
I ask about “ that silk tree, groups big say, blossom year after year, grow a room tall. So say, I also lose sight of it again. ” that is stand aloof all mood, cultivate an image with what drag inserts in that imagination, make Shi Tiesheng feels a regret is hated unexpectedly. And what he regrets truly is to did not see silk tree after all, where is the mother that still remembered oneself? My have no way is informed.
“我问起那棵合欢树，大伙说，年年都开花，长到房高了。这么说，我再也看不见它了。”那超脱一切的心境，和那想象中插曳的树影，竟使史铁生感到一丝憾恨。而他真正遗憾的到底是没见到合欢树，还是想起了自己的母亲呢？我无从得知。
Just, lachrymal shadow is hazy in, seem dimly nose continuously flower is sweet, labial edge has one silk is agonized, seem to have a woman that wears blue ground to spend skirt in vain, stand below silk tree, shallow laugh chant.
只是，泪影朦胧中，好像依稀嗅到缕缕花香，唇边有一丝苦涩，好像有一位身着蓝底白花裙的女子，站在合欢树下，浅笑吟吟。(文/李祎想)